I only have a few minutes before work is out so I cannot post as much as I wanted. Short version:
Last night Eric and I had a MAJOR fight. Drunk major fight. Things were thrown. Names were called. It was bad. I know we will get over it but I'm really hurt and confused and am maybe thinking about moving out. 27 days after I moved in. I know I most likely won't, partially because I am too damn lazy to move all my shit again but the thought is still crossing my mind. I know we will get through this. We dont fight often, just seems like a major blow out every few months. This is our 4 fight in the nine months we have been dating. Not too bad, right?? FECK. On a good note:
142.4!!
I guess drinking half a bottle of wine and not eating dinner payed off. I have that damn wedding tomorrow so I am kinda freaking out. I hope I can make it through the meal and not drink to much booze. I really wanna see 139 Monday but I will be satisfied with 140. Well "satisfied" lol.
Sunday I have to get ready to go visit my grandma for her birthday as soon as I get back from Indiana from the wedding so that wont leave much time for eating...maybe. My mother and I are arriving at 4 and I am not sure if we are doing dinner or not. Fingers crossed we don't!!
Well okay sorry for the short post! Wish me stellar luck for the weekend!!! Loves!
<3
142.4!!
I guess drinking half a bottle of wine and not eating dinner payed off. I have that damn wedding tomorrow so I am kinda freaking out. I hope I can make it through the meal and not drink to much booze. I really wanna see 139 Monday but I will be satisfied with 140. Well "satisfied" lol.
Sunday I have to get ready to go visit my grandma for her birthday as soon as I get back from Indiana from the wedding so that wont leave much time for eating...maybe. My mother and I are arriving at 4 and I am not sure if we are doing dinner or not. Fingers crossed we don't!!
Well okay sorry for the short post! Wish me stellar luck for the weekend!!! Loves!
<3
3 comments:
I obviously do not know the background of your situation at all, so I am hesitant to comment or offer advice. But, the one thing I think you should reflect on is why you moved in together in the first place... I'm fairly traditional, and I tend to think (mainly because of how I see it go for a lot of my friends) that if you're not planning on getting married, and haven't even discussed it, moving in together ends up being a big old mess :(
Anyway, I hope your weekend goes better than Thursday night.
All my best.
Congrats on 142.4! And good luck with the weekend <3 -G
everyone fights hon.. And we all have the thought.. if he is trying and he is making you happy - then the fights will be forgotten..
PS: almost in the 130's now missy :)
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